I know I posted something I few minutes ago. But I seriously have no idea what any of it meant. At all.

To fall back to old habits

There I was. Standing in the centre of the ocean. Lost in thought. Floating above a school of fish I just stood there. Standing on the ocean, waiting for it to swallow me whole. Or, not.

Sorry for the month long delay of posting or what not. Been busy, but I also didn't find a need to post. The dreams had receded back into a oblivion for some time now.

So I stopped taking that pill like the other day and the first thing that happened was this really odd dream. Not a nightmare mind you, this was beautiful, so serene.

And when I awoke, I was standing on the ocean. Looking into the see. Where I saw a beating heart, under a school of fish. I watched it as it moved up and down and a calmness swept over me.

And then I was somewhere else.

And

Where there was Silence, I found music. Where there were nightmares I found dreams. Where there was despair, I found hope. I saw the truth in all lies, the light hiding in the darkness. And when I was met with pain, I knew it wouldn't last, so I waited for the serenity to arrive again.